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First of all, sorry for the two posts in a row, but I had to answer this. BEWARE: lenghty reply following.

Definately. Like, two months before school finished for me this year, my best friend in the world stopped talking to me. For a month or so, I had no idea of why she didn't talk to me. It wasn't until I wrote two letters to her that she finally gave me a (a very stupid, IMHO) reason, and finished saying that she wouldn't be my friend anymore. I was upset, because, if she wanted that, why she didn't tell me from the start?

Part of the reason was that I was very childish. And yes, I am, but I don't see anything wrong in that: after all, I'm not always childish, but, it's somewhat fun for me to act like that.

From that incident on, I decided to keep being who I am, and not pay attention to what other persons think of me, or tell me (Of course, that if I'm harming myself, and they tell me about a conduct that does that in me, I would pay attention D: ).

I know I should have done that sooner in my life, but, now, I realize that other persons opinions harm me more than myself, and I'm not going to allow that anymore. It's clear that I'm still far away from reaching that, but for me, taking the decision is really important.

Yes, I may had some breakdowns earlier this year, but I AM working with a psychologist to correct those things. The incident also made my inner me want to erase friendship from my priorities, but, after thinking a bit, I realize that that was part of what caused my breakdowns. So, instead of erasing it, I'll simply put it a position below chasing my dreams and goals :D

Probably, that will take years, if I'm lucky, to have it erased from my memory, because, suddenly losing one of the persons that you trusted the most is not easy. I'm not yet over it. Happily, I do realize there are a handful of persons that are my friends, and now, I'll simply try to focus in that group instead of a single person.

That's it. If someone read all the way to here, Thanks for paying your time to stop and read me :3