May. 11th, 2010

simple_gnommish: (stressed)
 I hope so... And well...
For me, life is a seesaw, And, you can only accept what life brings you, because if it’s a bad moment for you, soon it will become better. And like that, I think, after a week or so of worrying because I had dropped to second place in my class, I managed to get my first place back. And I really hope that the grades that aren’t on the web yet don’t affect the positions anymore.

But well... Today, I'm going to write, about... Love. Yes, Love Momozono. No, I'm joking xD But someday, I WILL write about her.
No, today... ahh, I've been wondering a lot of things. Things that make me all confused, and other things that make me happy~ Let's start with a. Orangey, we will call him :3 

Well, I met him in fourth grade. I don't remember if he sat in front or behind me, but the point was that we sat close. One day, we started talking about... Pokémon. And we kept on, and we kept on. The point was, that I started to like him .3. And, for those things of  life, a gossipy classmate told him, and he stopped talking to me for all that remained in 4th grade, and the whole fifth grade. Then, in sixth grade, he became friend of my best friend, and in the reccesses we were together, laughing and doing random things. This continued in seventh grade and a bit of eight grade. And I liked him all the time. 

Ohh, I should probably mention that since  fifth grade, he liked a girl we'll call AL. It was around this point -Seventh Grade- that I gave up on him, and pulled a sort of 'I want my Beloved to be Happy', and decided to help him in everything I could. 

But, oh, well, the point here is that, we distanced for reasons that I can't remember now, and we got to a point where we almost never talked. And, it was during that period that I centered my attention in another boy. And that will be a story for another moment, because it's more complicated, and I'm even more confused about that. 

Meh, this year, we have started talking again, mainly because he is the only person I can talk about grades. And I'm starting to feel I never stopped liking him. T^T God, it has been YEARS! Why can't I get over him?! Somebody explain it to me?

Enough for Today. I don't want to go to sleep like I am, all troubled. Love you all~! <3
PS. God, the internet made me super scared. I thought this had been erased. Thanks God it wasn't like that.

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