simple_gnommish: (thinking)
 Ah, last Monday, a horrible thing started. A thing starting with s. Eh, what is this that I hear? Yeah. You're right. School started. And now I'm in 11th grade. Yup, just a year (Or two? dunno) for my graduation from High School... and I'll enter real world... so sad D;

Ok, obviously I'm in a dramatic mood today, I don't really know why. Perhaps is because all this week I've been sleeping less than I need, or because at this exact moment, I'm dying of tiredness. But! I can't go to sleep unless I finish this. Goes against my goals. So I think I'll tell you about school instead.

I ended up in the B classroom. You see, at my school, they rotate students every year so when we graduate, we know pretty much everyone in our prom. And, if you follow me in twitter, you would have seen I was a bit afraid by thinking who would I end up with. Everything came out fine~ I'm in a class with my best friend, and Buri. Yep. Awesome girl :D And supposedly, I had another good friend, but she's at New York City atm, and they changed her to another classroom, so that every class had the same number of students ;O;'' meh.

This year... eh. I'll have to work harder if I want to be among the top students. Buri is a good student, Bre... well, she is there. But also, I got in a classroom with a bunch of people that get good grades. Like Orangey. But Orangey is pretty much the perfect student. I'd like to know what a typical school day is for him. And I assure you, just for, curiousity .___.'' That boy scares me. But he's fun, so everything's alright. I think. 
/Side note, I don't like my chopped English... it's just my mood, though.

We also have new subjects, like French, Logic, Philosophy... and, eh, I think those are all? In the other subjects, it's currently a review of the last topic we studied last year, such as in Math, we are slowly reviewing Trigonometry, in Chemistry, Ionic bonds, and so on. For Physics and Chemistry, my brain hurts, during three months I hadn't thought so much as in this week.  The good side is that I had a Chemistry test today, and I think I did well... I'm expecting a perfect grade and a star. Because our Chemistry teacher gives us stars when we get more than 4.5 in a test <3

Today I'm just being childish, and I guess that if you aren't me, then you aren't really going to understand any of these paragraphs. Meh, I'll try next time. Meanwhile, love me. (:
simple_gnommish: (hug)
... I feel weird erasing that entry I still have to do but I won't do it today, still knowing I've saved it in the Notepad... But today, I have to write about more important matters. It should be an entry for the upcoming February 3rd. My birthday. And I won't be here. Greaat.

Sixteen. It's quite a big number. Three fives plus one. When I was younger I didn't even thought I would turn this age. But so I remembered last year, when I turned fifteen. Ahh, lots of important birthdays... but then, it's until 2013 I turn 18... meh, I'm making no sense here.

On Monday I was looking at some oldish pictures (Actually not, they were just taken in 2009), and I realized my face had kind of changed since those days. For the first time, I realized my face is not the exact same. Though it's not really different, I can see the difference. It was more baby-like. And today... I don't know how to describe my face xD Actually, it's still very child-like, but I like it. Round and cute <3

Writing that, now I'm wondering what my face will look like in another two years. Probably still childish. But I'm ok with that .3.' Or so I think.

Anyway. My birthday. On that day, I'll be suffering at a camp. Great way to celebrate, no? Actually I'm kind of excited. For the first time in a while, people other than my family will congratulate me in person. That will feel good... If they remember. Nah, I believe at least one person will remember. I'll have to remind everyone tomorrow (:

It feels quite weird writing about my birthday days before the actual event. At this point, I still don't even feel I'm 15! D: Much less 16. But, with the time, that will sink in, as it has sunk all previous years. Other than the number, I doubt something will change. Before, with every birthday, I was sure I'd grow. But now, .___.' I should accept that being around 165cm is fine too, right?

... Other than what I have written there, I feel like I have nothing else to say about my birthday, just that it feels weird. And, because I need to do other things (As putting all my clothing inside the bag I'm going to take), I shall finish this entry here.

Now, thinking, perhaps it's a good idea that I'm spending my birthday in a camp. You know, how those are always an experience that makes you become more responsible and mature, and it fits very well with the birthday theme. Also, it's LOTR themed :D
simple_gnommish: (stressed)
Pretty much everyone who knows me knows my musical knowledge as in playing a song just are playing Mary had a Little Lamb crappily on a recorder. It's sad, I know.

But I can't let today's entry to be so short, can I? But nothing occurs me to put here either ^_^'' I fail so much it's amazing~

Wow, it's amazing I'm not even inspired enough to write something, even if it's a bit angsty. *waits and thinks* NOTHING. Something is wrong with me >.<'

Ok, wait, I think I found something~ Earlier today, I finished reading Evermore, by Allyson Noel, I think. It was just better than Twilight. Still, I feel I need to read LOTR or something to forget the book. I'm not suited to reading romantic books at all. That said, I still enjoy shipping characters a lot, but I think I prefer when there's subtext, and in the case of romance books, you get everything in your face, no subtext, meh.

and, I'm ashamed to say that's everything >.<' With no troubles in my life, I get less and less to write. Seriously, I need my inspiration. I'll go ask for it to Ana Melissa. I should.
simple_gnommish: (hope)
 Hi, everybody~!
Long time without posting... Meh, I was grounded, and lately, my inspiration had been gone. Ana had it, I'm sure of it u.ú

But do you know something? Even if I'm not inspired, the need to write is still there, and it huuurts... So I wrote in the school. The last week I wrote three pages, which I'm going to scan and put on here. Today I wrote another one, which I'll transcribe for today entry. 

And it is as it follows:

so short, really, but I love LJ-cuts xD )
Yeah, that was all. It looked longer in paper, I swear! But that may be because my handwriting is SO round and big xD I still like my handwriting though. It used to be horrible, so I think it's a progress, and a big one. You'll see my handwriting, I sweear~ I'll scan tonight to post tomorrow :) 

And finally, I wanted to say something I was thinking about in the morning. Voice is an useful tool, so is the brush and the pencil. But my favorite tool is the PEN. Why? Because it takes too much practice to be able to handle it correctly, and to be able to transmit emotions with written words. That's why my dream is to be a recognized writer, because in a way, it would be like reaching perfection.

That's all :)
simple_gnommish: (motivation)
 Lately I've felt a need of describing myself, finding with words who I am. And probably, I could try doing it now, filling this space with words, words, and more words, but probably, I'd be walking in circles, because I'd take many detours from the main point. But, I must say  that, in a struck of inspiration, I found two words that, in a nutshell, describe me pretty well:

Quirky&Chirpy
Quirky because, as human, I accept I'm full of mistakes, and chirpy because I'm all happy and loud.I really like it :3 It even sounds like a logo for some company... Imagine, Quirky&Chirpy Productions? 

And speaking of Logos, what do you think of this? (I know, not the best color selection, but I need a lot of help with that): . 
                                                                 

It may stand for Apple Itze, but I originally thought it as being my name (Itzel) and my Surname (yep, it begins with A).
 And I don't know why that came as a link. Anyway, I did the lineart on SAI, and then made a few touch ups in PS. 

That's all for today, Thanks, and love :)
simple_gnommish: (stressed)
 I hope so... And well...
For me, life is a seesaw, And, you can only accept what life brings you, because if it’s a bad moment for you, soon it will become better. And like that, I think, after a week or so of worrying because I had dropped to second place in my class, I managed to get my first place back. And I really hope that the grades that aren’t on the web yet don’t affect the positions anymore.

But well... Today, I'm going to write, about... Love. Yes, Love Momozono. No, I'm joking xD But someday, I WILL write about her.
No, today... ahh, I've been wondering a lot of things. Things that make me all confused, and other things that make me happy~ Let's start with a. Orangey, we will call him :3 

Well, I met him in fourth grade. I don't remember if he sat in front or behind me, but the point was that we sat close. One day, we started talking about... Pokémon. And we kept on, and we kept on. The point was, that I started to like him .3. And, for those things of  life, a gossipy classmate told him, and he stopped talking to me for all that remained in 4th grade, and the whole fifth grade. Then, in sixth grade, he became friend of my best friend, and in the reccesses we were together, laughing and doing random things. This continued in seventh grade and a bit of eight grade. And I liked him all the time. 

Ohh, I should probably mention that since  fifth grade, he liked a girl we'll call AL. It was around this point -Seventh Grade- that I gave up on him, and pulled a sort of 'I want my Beloved to be Happy', and decided to help him in everything I could. 

But, oh, well, the point here is that, we distanced for reasons that I can't remember now, and we got to a point where we almost never talked. And, it was during that period that I centered my attention in another boy. And that will be a story for another moment, because it's more complicated, and I'm even more confused about that. 

Meh, this year, we have started talking again, mainly because he is the only person I can talk about grades. And I'm starting to feel I never stopped liking him. T^T God, it has been YEARS! Why can't I get over him?! Somebody explain it to me?

Enough for Today. I don't want to go to sleep like I am, all troubled. Love you all~! <3
PS. God, the internet made me super scared. I thought this had been erased. Thanks God it wasn't like that.
simple_gnommish: (honoka)
 On Friday, I got UP from BlockBuster *O*... My, it was even better than when I saw it at the movie theater. Really, it's a masterpiece, as practically anything made by Pixar. The music, especially Married Life~ It reflects very well the movie... The animation is wonderful... Ok, much fangirling UP and Carl and... RUSSELL <3

But oh, well... I should be studying Geography and Religion. Yes, Religion. Why? I'm in a Catholic school (No, not girls-only, thanks God). They're the easiest subjects we have ._.' so I don't feel any urge to open the book and read. Because if I did, I'd be reading the topics we'll study in the fourth bimester, so when we are in November, I'll be bored because I'll already know the things teachers are explaining. Yeah. That's why my mother used to forbid me from reading school books before classes started. :3 But I'm a reader by heart, what can I do?

Anyway, I made a friend read some of my favorite books :D 
Currently, he is reading Artemis Fowl: The Eternity Code and he just finished The Witches, by Roald Dahl. Oh, and The Kingdom of the Golden Dragon, by Isabel Allende~ I'm sure I was one of the persons who impulsed him to read, back in eight grade, when I lent him The Neverending Story  (Michael Ende). To make others share the same interests as you feels so great~

Ehm, I made an account at Formspring! :D
For those of you who don't know what Formspring is, it's a place where you create your account (obvious is obvious, yeah), and you ask questions. ^^'' I'm so bad at descriptions... anyway, you can visit my profile here: www.formspring.me/AppleItze

On another topic, last Saturday I went with some friends to the mall, we went to Space Playworld and bowling... And then, we walked through the entire mall to meet my parents. And we wanted to eat something~ Me and a friend ate a hamburger from Mac Donalds, and another friend bought some 'Crunchy Potatoes' from Taco Bell. And Taco Bell. GAAH, Taco Bell. I hate persons who really think Taco Bell is Mexican food. <.<' That's ignorance, boys! If you want to taste Mexican food, go to Sanborns! Or... I don't know, but NOT Taco Bell. C'mon, Chalupas aren't exactly like tacos... And, as far as I know, 'Crunchy Potatoes' have nothing to do with Mexico.

*sigh* It's so fun to read me writing and ranting about this, because, I'm the weirdest Mexican you'll ever meet. I HATE HATE HATE spicy food, and heavily dislike most Mexican Food (Tacos aren't Love for me. Ridiculous story), and even so, I'm defending my culture. :D

Ok, I think I wrote too much for today. Au revoir.
simple_gnommish: (Default)
 Yep. It kind of wanders from one thing to another. Connected, yes, but in a weird sense. You'll see~ My clasroom's air conditioner hasn't worked since yesterday, and we've been there, sweating and stuff. One teacher even said to us: 'These classrooms were designed for not having air conditioners'. And yes, they are. They are designed to serve as torture. The only teacher that took pity on us was Physics teacher, who, by the way, is our counselor.

So we went to the ground floor, in front of the 8°B, and in front of the water fountains. We sat there, to work in groups. And as you'll see, this has no relation to what this post is about *nods* The point is, as we were walking to the stairs to go back to our classroom, I turned my head and saw the, well, 8°B.

Aha, and what's your point? you may ask. You should know that two (or three, god knows) years ago I was in that classroom. And, I kind of hated it xD But by the end of the year, I even liked it~

But, that's not the whole thing I wanted to share with you. 10°A of 2010, my clasroom, has a lot of similarities to the 8°B of 2008. I pretty much have only one friend in the classroom (yes, ONE of 40 persons), even if there is a bunch of people that I enjoy talking to. 

And I'm not the same Itze of two years ago, too. I feel that I've changed, even if only by a little. I'm still a shy girl when talking to persons I don't know very well, but not as two years ago. I'm still the annoying know-it-all, but I'm not as annoying as before. I'm starting to learn that I have to let others demonstrate they also know. 

I still love books, and even if my parents (and the school psychologist) banned me from bringing them to class, I keep bringing them. They make me feel safe -and I know that's just ridiculous, thankyou- but most of the time, I don't even read them! No, instead, I can be seen talking. And if you know me, you'll know that I'm a parrot.

There are a lot of small changes like that, and, knowing I've changed makes me feel happy. Makes me feel that, step by step, I'm becoming a better person. Still, looking at the 8°B, and at the 7°D, there are things I miss. There are persons I miss. They are the only thing I miss from my first years of secondary school. And I know they probably won't come back to me. But, I console myself knowing that the memories will stay. And be happy, because I have persons who love me. 

God, I've written a paragraph a bit too cheesy. It was all the chocolate I ate xD

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